My Different Life

Keeping the love alive.

2011-08-05T00:28:00.002+08:00

<3

Over the weekend had DSC camp.
Which was really fun.

.

Number 1 is no longer here.
Number 2 was around me constantly, but now, has probably forgotten me.
Number 3 is always near.

♥

Picture post!

2011-06-02T08:08:00.002+08:00

The typical 'life in a new school' post.
TP!

2011-04-30T13:38:00.002+08:00

Past week went alright.
I'm a walking zombie.
I haven't had any proper sleep since camp.
Assignments are starting to pile up.

Monday, the flash mob I highly anticipated.

Tuesday, camp group dinner which then resulted in two games of running man and a game of sardine.
It was epic.
I nearly got killed twice.
Once, by being pinned to a wall.
Next, by being squeezed so hard, I couldn't move.

Wednesday and Thursday.. held nothing of value I could remember.

Friday, got kidnapped after class by Fatima.
She made me stay in her house from 4 ish to 7 ish..
Then we headed to school for jam and hop.
Which was awesome.
Bumped into loads of people there.

Anw like i said.
Assignments piling up.
I have no ideas for my assignments whatsoever.

Ciao.

Hell yeahhhhhh..

2011-04-23T12:59:00.002+08:00

Camp filled four days of my week last week.
First day, I got in all hyped up and really xcite..
But my xcite-ness died down.
Second day, started off hyped up learning the TP mass dance and stuff..
But died down again afterwards..
Third day, a brave soul from kwami choreographed dances for us kwamis.
Had loads of fun then.
Then at night, performances and games were really awesome..
Super hyped up.
Then finally, the forth day.
Hyper the whole day.
Dance, scream and cheer damn hiong.
Yes, i am now really chinese.
Really sad it ended like that..

Schools starting on monday.
I'm intimidated by my time table.
Any stalkerish soul who'd take a peek at it would feel the same.

I'm really looking forward to the flashmob on monday.
HELL YEEEEEEEEAH~

Neways.. im not an avid blogger no more..
Cuz my vocabulary went back down to zero.
Cuz im exhausted as hell.
Cuz i had work and then camp.
No breaks. :(

NO LEPAKKKKKINGG!!!

:(((

anyway.. im still in the camp mood..

KWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SIIIIIIIIIIIII MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !?

♥

2011-03-30T21:10:00.001+08:00

How do I tell tell you,
When I can’t speak, I am terrified
Cause if I say the wrong thing,
you might see how hard I’m trying.

2011-03-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

The world blurred to white.
It could have been heaven.

Thoughts vanished.
And all I knew was you.

You, standing here,
Confused as I was.

Why,out of all people,
Are you making me feel this way?

Confusion came from you being so cold,
Then, your glare burned all the ice away.

Overpowering me with the warmth you give others.
The feeling I was jealous of.

The feeling I wanted to receive
So much from you.

But I know I must turn away.
This isn't heaven.

If this was, then I'd be dead.
Or at the very least, I wouldn't be sad.

I'm terrified of the people around us.
And I'm more terrified of you.

Forcing myself to turn away,
But you won't stop me.

As I turn,
The world regains its color.

I see judgmental eyes.
They are killing me.

As you disappear,
I lose myself in insanity.

I lose hope,
In ever having to have you this close to me.

♥

2011-03-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

Loving you in vain.
This one-sided affair.
Has got nothing to do with you.
But I revolve around you.
The sad irony.

How I envy those around you.
For they are the ones
Who see your smiles.
And hear your laughter.
They live to fuel my jealousy.

2011-03-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

RAINA AND NANA <3

Talking to the moon.

2011-02-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

Anything is fine as long as I have you.

2011-02-19T02:40:00.002+08:00

Watching Autumn In My Heart.
LOL It is actually kinda sad.
But anyway, this actor dude, Won Bin, is like damn awesome.
Sigh~

LOL SEXY MAN OVERDOSE..

And heres a picture of him crying on the show..

He still looks pretty awesome when he cries.. LOL

Alrighty.. Off to bed.
Tomorrow is sacred Saturday.
LOL SIMS 3 !!

You're all I need
When I'm holding you tight.
If you walk away,
I will suffer tonight.

I dream about you all the time.

2011-02-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

Drew this during work at 9AM in the morning.

I'd do anything... just to hold you in my arms.

2011-02-06T01:10:00.003+08:00

My days have been filled with
Sims 3
Friends
Work

Work can be fun..
When my favorite students come
But other than that
It gets boring
When there's no one to talk to

~

I mean this forever.

2011-01-17T23:52:00.004+08:00

I'd rather be dead.

Ah, all that I do, comes back to you.
So I'll just think about you 'till there's nothing in my head.

Know how much I want to show you,
you're the only one.
Like a bed of roses,
There's a dozen reasons in this gun.

And as we're touching hands.
And as we're falling down.
I'll meet your eyes.

The Rose.

2011-01-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

My rose,
before you wither,
I will glorify your beauty.
I will hold you in my hands,
even as your thorns pierce and dig into my flesh,
just to prove myself to you.
And I'd kiss your smoothness,
savoring every drop of dew upon my lips.

Until you start to wither,
I'd hold you gently in my palms,
whilst protecting you from harm.

When you die,
I'd lay you to eternal rest.
And I'd watch over you till my time comes.
Then I'll be with you forever.

♥

First Time I Ever Saw Your Face,

2010-12-19T23:12:00.001+08:00

♥

The Greatest Love Of All.

2010-12-12T00:15:00.002+08:00

I had an audition today.
JYP thingy.

First time i sang in front of so many people I dont know.
I would shamelessly admit that I was fucking nervous.
Couldn't sleep well the night before.

Anyway I had a plan to overcome nervousness.
Which was to drink a bit of alcohol and stuff.
LOL.

I did drink before entering the audition room.
But i think i drank too much.

After that,
I started singing.
Then I stopped and walked back to where i stood.

Then I was like.. huh?

I DONT REMEMBER WHAT I SANG._.
ALL I COULD REMEMBER WAS
" I decided long ago. "
....
and I remembered growling.
LOL not the kind of dog growl, the kind of singing growl.

I'm still trying to remember what i sang..
I'm still bothered because from what I can try to remember,
I started off well, then slowly my voice faded.
Until i stopped.. ._.

LOL so yeahhhhhhh................................
I dont recall no shit man.

._.
sigh..

B Y E

I still think of you.

2010-12-03T23:42:00.005+08:00

King of my heart.

2010-11-28T16:15:00.003+08:00

I just finished watching you're beautiful.
What an epic ending.

I replayed the ending twice.
And reacted the same way twice.

I didnt have any pillow to squeeze for comfort.
Ended up showing the weirdest expression in the world.

A semi-happy-grin-or-grimace kinda thing.

Damnnnn

Jang Geun Suk is .. -the title of this post- ..right now. ♥

Forever for you. ♥

2010-11-27T23:17:00.003+08:00

Can't stand Jang Geun Suk.
He's too adorable and sexy.
I'd die of cuteness overload if i were to see him in real life.

I want this stuff toy..
So freaking cute :]

LOL Yes, I'm obsessed.

And amoung Mike He, Jang Geun Suk and Lee Min Ho.
I WOULD TOTALLY CHOSE JANG GEUN SUK OVER BOTH OF THEM..
BECAUSE HEEEEEEEEEEE IZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ SH0000000000000000000000000 KYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!

LOL

It'd be pretty awesome to have a drama series staring Jang Geun Suk and Lee Min Ho as love rivals.
Damn awesome..
LOL..

Vous êtes tout ce que je pense de

2010-11-25T00:09:00.003+08:00

Reading the lyrics of the OST of You're Beautiful.
I love the lyrics.

My heart curses at me because I can’t even say I love you.
My tears burst because my longing for you flows and flows.

Why does it have to be you?
Why did I have to love you?

Even if I shake my head, deny it,
I can’t let you go.

I love you, I love you
Forever

Even if you don’t look at me,
Even if I say it a thousand times, you don’t know.
Even if I wait at the same spot, you don’t know.
My foolish love that simply looks at you like an idiot.
You don’t know, No matter what.

And of course there are other songs which are so emotional.
I'm thinking of downloading the whole OST.
Wtf does OST even mean?
I dont know.

Anyway, I'm gonna start working again.
Monday I start work.
._. sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I'm gonna miss being free and careless.
I DONT WANNA WORKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i want monehhhh..
))))))):

Goodnight.
Tomorrows gonna be a long day at SY's house again.
OUR 'YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL' MARATHON CONTINUES!!!!

I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should’ve made my move when you looked in my eyes
’cause by now I know that you’d feel the way that I do
And I’d whisper these words as you’d lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes

Is so chinese right now...

2010-11-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

And yes, I CAN SPEAK A BIT OF CHINESE.
Just abit. a little bit.
Like 0.001% of the whole entire chinese dictionary.

Devil Beside You

2010-11-21T11:45:00.002+08:00

Since yesterday morning, or rather afternoon, I've been surrounding myself with stuff in chinese.
I've started to watch Devil Beside You again..
FOR THE BILLLIONTHHHH TIME!!!..
omg it never gets old.
OMFG.. i still get crazy when i see mike he..
OMFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFG..
Seriously!?!?!?
HOW CAN YOU RESIST HIS SMOKING SEXY GLARE??!?!?!

NO U CANT.
LOL.

Cant stand him sia.
So sexy.. LOLOLOL

And Also,
I've been listening to ALOT of Jay Chou.
AND YES ME AND SY WILL SING JAY CHOU AND RAINEE YANG SONGS IN KARAOKE.
I got a chinese singing buddy now.
LOL

Ok i gotta leave nowwwwy..

Utterly Bored.

2010-11-20T12:56:00.002+08:00

So anyway,
I've been going out a lot.
I was suppose to be out now.
But Its raining and my freaking throat burns.
Starting off with Jessica's chalet last weekend.

Awesome food. Nearly awesome weather.
Was fun. I went home and came again the next day.

Then on monday,
Me Jess Stacy and Yingying went City Hall and SY's dentist.
Then at around 5,
I went home.
And then I went to malaysia. ._.

Then on tuesday, it was prom.

I kinda knew I looked weird.
Like too white.. but ..
Bleh ._.
But anyway It was awesome.
Food was awesome but they cleared it too early.
I didnt have a proper meal ._.
Then for the lucky draw, I won a $130 facial voucher.
LOL and we danced the night away~

Stayed over SY's house that night.
HAD TO BEG MY PARENTS FOR A FEW DAYS STRAIGHT.
lol sianzzzz..
Then went home around 4.

Then on thursday,
Watched Harry Potter.
SO EPIC.
I can't wait for the next movie.
THE FINAL MOVIE! omfg!
I fucking grew up dedicating my life to Harry Pooter movies.
LOL not really la.. but I watched the entire harry potter series in cinema.
omfg and its ending.
):

I don't feel like i can move on with my life anymore.

No more Ron and Draco. ):
So sexy and awesome, both of them are.

And lastly, Friday.
Was planning on slacking the whole day.
But no.
LYNNLYNN semi-persuaded-forced me to waste time with her.
LOL
and I'll have to admit, time was well spent.

Our original plan was to drag cheongster out of his house because he was 'sick' and had lots of homework or something.
Don't we all already know he was 'sick'? ikr.

But anyway,
We met jarel at loyang point and ate there.
Then out of nowhere, Jarel was carrying a baby.
and he was like " Do you remember me? I spent the whole night PLAYING with you the other day!"
And me and elynn was like omgwtf.

After that, we met Adriel at the playground near his house.
and then we went to jarels house and played some monopoly game and watched 1/4 of Harry Potter again.
and then we went home.

So anyway. No plans for today yet.
Probably going to Jess' house later.
Anyone coming along? :D

I'll say good bye to studies for now.

No more hiding from studies.

Seriously, look at the pile of shit i studied.. THATS ONLY 1/4 OF IT.

Come back when you can.
Let go, you'll understand.
You've done nothing at all to make me love you less.
So come back when you can.

Come back, I'll help you stand.
Let go and hold my hand.
If all you wanted was me, I'd give you nothing less.
So come back when you can

I'm All About Us.

2010-11-09T18:19:00.002+08:00

Began playing sims again after a really long time..
WORLD ADVENTURES!
Currently in my family ( which i made during the June Hols ) are not holidaying until their daughters are teenagers..
I just moved them into an awesome but bare house.
So I constructed a water fountain and a pool at the backyard.
And a pond and a playground in the front yard..

PICTURESSSSSSSSSSS

Twin girls in their room playing.
Currently, they are like children.. two more days to be teenagers..
yeah.. thats how fast i play..

The three older triplets.. all boys.. LOL.
Fertility treatment..

The mother..

The father..
Relaxing on the awesome platform in the middle of the pool that i built.. LOL

And Lastly,
the awesome water fountain I built.. :D
WOOOOOO
SO PRETTY~

Revival of the dead blog.

2010-11-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

YEEEEEEEEAH!!!!!!!!!!
O levels are ALMOST done =]

In general, I must say, the hardest paper for Os were A Math.
HANDS DOWN.

Also,
Today was SS exam.
Throughout the whole long weekend I had to study 3 themes,
I swear, I didnt study.
I was super restless.
I couldnt concentrate even after having force myself to.
I kept getting up to play stuff..
And I stuff.
The only thing i manage to study properly was healthcare..
which came out last year for Ns.
but NEVER came out for Os.

Miraculously, it came out for Os.
As did Venice and Globalisation.

I was on the verge of bursting out thankful tears

LOL wooooooooooooooo~
SEQ was a breeze man.

SBQ however was about terrorism.
Kinda full of biased ness..

It was alright.
I dont expect to score as well as SEQ for sure.
But hope for the best ah :3

After that, Went whitesands then T1 then Bea's house, then back to tampines mall and stuff..
LOL.

DID I MENTION THE LAST TIME I SLEPT WAS AT 3 AM SUNDAY MORNING!?!??!

YES CAN U IMAGINE HOW TIRED I FUCKING WAS DURING THE EXAM O.O

my sister stole my melatonin pills.
I couldnt sleep ._.

LOL.. so anyway.. just got back from Malaysia..
:)

Ate awesome food. and kinda got overcharged. ._.

LOL

Alrighty.. I still havent slept.
I'm downloading sims 3 world adventures now.

MCQ ON FRIDAY! mugging in process .. LOL

The post of Friday, December 21, 2007.

2010-10-19T12:18:00.002+08:00

As lead rains and pass on through our phantoms,
forever, forever.
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame,
We're burning forever and ever.
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one.
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun.
And as we're falling down,
And in this pool of blood,
And as we're touching hands,
And as we're falling down,
And in this pool of blood,
And as we're falling down,
I see your eyes.
And in this pool of blood,
I'll meet your eyes...
I mean this, forever.

(Click and drag your mouse to highlight the blanks)

<3

2010-09-14T23:03:00.001+08:00

O levels are in 37 days. This will probably be my last post till the end of O's.

Anyways
I realize I cant hide my feelings very well.
And the more I try, the less likely I am to succeed.

<3

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ME!!

2010-09-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

I know right.
Lame title..
BUT ANYWAY..
I'm 17.

ten minutes into midnight.
The first person to wish me is...
Esther..
but she wished me like two days ago..
which is really not very accurate..
but thanks ..

SO the first ACCURATE person to wish me
is.........
*drumroll*

SIYING!
Who called me..while..we were talking online.. LOL
Thanksthanks.

Second was ELYNN <3
LOL who texted me while i was talking to siying on the phone..
Anyway

Yup..
Gonna sleep now..
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.

No Me Ames.♥

2010-08-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

English orals was today.
Examiner cut like so many people half way through the picture description.
She didnt even let us say more than 5 sentences before moving onto conversation.

._.

Bye A1 :(

Sofia Loren♥

2010-08-16T18:17:00.002+08:00

♥

2010-08-12T19:04:00.001+08:00

So nice to see your face again
Tell me how long has it been
Since you’ve been here
You look so different than before
You’re still the person I adore
Frozen with fear
All out of love but I take it from the past
All out of words cause I’m sure it’ll never last

Maybe it’s a bitter wind
That chilled from the pacific rim
That brought you this way
Do not make me think of her
The way she touched your fragile skin
That haunts me every day
I’m out of love but I can’t forget the past
I’m out of words but I’m sure it’ll never last

I’ve been saving these last words for one last miracle
But now I’m not sure
I can’t save you if you don’t let me
You just get me like I’ve never been gotten before
Like I’ve never been gotten before

All that I do comes back to you. ♥

2010-08-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

DANNY GOKEY ♥

The video for I Will Not Say Goodbye by Danny Gokey..
So saaaaaaaad ):

So anyway,
Yesterday was sports/national day celebration for my school at the tampines stadium.
I was like under the sun SO MUCH.
O.O

So yeah now I'm extremely tanned.
I don't look very nice.
-__-

So anyway, after that, I went to Bea's house and we had a study party.
LOL.
Serious study party.

We did homework while dancing/singing to backstreet boys/whitney houstan and celine dion. LOL
AND IN LESS THAN TWO HOURS
We completed our emath paper one! LOL
YES! I KNOW RIGHT!
Not impressive. LOL
But still, we had fun and kept within time limit.

So anyway,
I just found out that people ARE setting high expectations for me for O levels.
And I'm like. seriously?
LOL.

I can't say how I think I'm gonna do for O levels right now.
But I can say that EVERYONE WANTS A1S (including me)
Thats for sure.
I don't know if I can get A1s ..

BUT I WILL NOT SUCCUMB TO 'expectation' PRESSURE.
Because by doing so, I'll go crazy and fail all exams. LOL

Eventhough I'm working at a slower pace than most people,
I know what I am doing and that I will not burn out before O levels begin.

The sky is the limit.
CIAO

You fell from Heaven and lost your way♥

2010-08-02T19:16:00.007+08:00

Yes, THE BACKSTREET BOYS!!
I totally LOVE nick carter.
He's clearly the hottest dude in the group.

So anyway, I've just started to pay attention in class and revise my work.
LOL.

AND I PASSED MY A MATH TEST!! (11/20)
And I also passed a bio practical test. (8/15)
LOL!!

I barely scraped through.

Anyway,
I went to the dentist and he took out my bottom braces.
And now I'm wearing really uncomfortable plastic retainers.
But the only good side of it is that people can't see the retainers..
LOL.

So anyway,
I'm drowning myself in the music of Backstreet Boys.
LOL.

alrighty CIAOOOOOOOOOOOO.

May Angels Lead You In ♥

2010-07-31T10:23:00.004+08:00

Last night,
Me and Siying went to Jessica's house to watch Hachiko.
Needless to say Jessica and I were a mess after the show.
Unemotional Ying-ster was rolling and bouncing all over the sofa laughing at us.
LOL :)

And before the movie, We had a bet.
Who dropped a tear first will have to buy the other two people bubble tea.
LOL! Guess who cried first??
NOT ME! HAHA
Jessica Kok :]

I was keeping a constant eye out for Jessica throughout the whole movie,
Checking if she cried yet cuz if she did then I'd be free to let out my inner emotions.

So anyway.
It was an EXTREMELY depressing movie for me.
LOL

I should probably never watch movies where dogs die ever again.

LOL just thinking about Hachiko makes me wanna cry now.
-______-

okay so anywayyyzzzzz
Mundane saturday morning I'm having.

I'm still waiting for the freaking DPA people to call me.
I'm getting paranoid and I'm losing hope ):
LOL.
-___-

Alrighty.
CIAO

Barcelona ♥

2010-07-30T19:13:00.001+08:00

Get these left handed lovers out of your way
They look hopeful but you, you should not stay
If you want me to break down and give you the keys
I can do that but I can’t let you leave

Please Don't Go - Barcelona

More than love itself.♥

2010-07-28T20:05:00.010+08:00

TODAY.
I just want to blog about what good I've done.

1) I literally helped Faustine write 3 paragraphs of her english compo as guidelines to help her.

2) I helped Joy solve an E Math problem that was bothering her for 5 minutes.

3) I helped give ideas to Li Qian for her english discursive essay. (which I suck terribly at)

So anyway.
I can't wait for school tomorrow!! :D
MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT!!
SOCIAL STUDIES!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
One of the most charasmatic teachers of all time.
:D

And I have an A Math test tomorrow.
I hope to pass this test.. LOL! :D
-Studying mode-

Okay so anyway,
A song that suits me today..

All at once,
I've started counting teardrops
And at least a million fell.
My eyes began to swell
And all my dreams were shattered all at once.
All at once,
I looked around and found that you were with another love.
In someone else's arms.
All my dreams were shattered all at once.
All at once,

The smile that used to greet me brightened someone else's day

She took your smile away

And left me with just memories,

All at once.

And I can't forget you.
Though I must face it all alone.
All at once I'm drifting on a lonely sea.
Wishing you'd come back to me.
And that's all that matters now.
All at once I'm drifting on a lonely sea.
Holding on to memories.
And it's hurt me more than you know.
So much more than it shows.

All At Once - Whitney Houston

Inception ♥

2010-07-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

I watched Inception yesterday.
It was beyond amazing.
The BEST movie I've watched this year. :D
LOL..
Followed by Shutter Island.
Leonardo Dicaprio is SOOO awesome !!
HE NEEDS TO PRODUCE CHILDREN!!!

Would you believe me if I said I was sorry?
The question wasn't mean to hurt,
It was just my fear of losing you.
And now you're filling all the space that surrounds you.
I'll soon be tucked away underneath your bed.
Maybe it's all for the best,
But I just don't see any good in this, no.
Maybe we'll find something better.
Maybe it was wrong of me to think I could keep you.
I want you to know that I am fine here without you
But I can't bring myself to lie to you.
And since we're being honest, I feel I should tell you,
I've been filling up the empty space between you and I.
Between you and I,
He could never compare to you.
Between you and I,
I still keep your pictures underneath my bed.

Between You And I - Everyday Avenue

Sims 3 addict.

2010-07-18T11:10:00.004+08:00

Yes, I am a Sims 3 addict.
And I freaking want their new expansion pack.
-___- BUT I CANT GET IT!
why??
BECAUSE O LEVELS ARE LIKE THREE MONTHS AWAY!! -__-
so yeah.. and prelims are like next month so..
-__-

But its okay.
After the last exam,
I'm going straight to challenger to buy Sims 3 Ambitions.
And World Adventures..

LOL!

I don't usually buy their stuff packs.
But I'll consider later on.. LOL :D

Come back when you can..

2010-07-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

2010-06-27T17:15:00.004+08:00

Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe I'm A Lonely Girl
Who's In The Middle Of Something
That She Doesn't Really Understand
Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe You're The Only Man
Who Could Ever Help Me
Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace
Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now
Don't let it close

Open your heart to me, baby.

2010-06-23T21:07:00.004+08:00

It has been nearly a month since I last blogged.
Well, from 4th to 16th June,
I went overseas to Australia.
I loved it SO much.

(Outside Seaworld in Gold Coast around 4 pm)

When I got back from Australia,
I felt so sad ):
I felt like my heart was brokened.
LOL! Yup. So so sad.
It has been a week since I got home
And I still miss it.

Right now, I'm trying to get my life back together.
All I've done the past week was
Clearing my closet.
Unpacking my luggage.
Eating.
Sleeping.
Bathing.
-___-

I haven't done any form of studying..
UNTIL TODAY!!

But before I start on that.
I just wanna say that
While I was in Australia,
My Aunt Vijay, the mother of the boy i pushed down last year during chinese new year, was sitting beside me while we were in a mountain in Melbourne.
It had snowed before and I was playing with the snow when she suddenly spoke to me and asked me about my aspirations.

I told her I either wanted to be an animal doctor or a movie producer.

So she said.

"Oh, so which poly are you planning to go after secondary school?"

So I said either TP or SP or NP depending on which course I'm trying to get in. Then I said I'll try to get into a Uni in australia after that.

then she said

"Oh, theres big university school that specializes in animal science near my house. When you're going to university, give me a call. Everyone should start somewhere, but not alone."

I WAS SO TOUCHED :)
LOLOLOL!

I have many motivations to study now.
:)

I had fun starting off my english project today at Bea's house.
ok.

Anyway.
I'm gonna try to do well for Os.
I know my efforts now will never compare to what I'll do in the future.
But I don't know what 'working hard' is.
Seriously. LOL.
I only know what working SMART is :D
and thats what I do.

So anyway.
Cheers :D
♥

Every now and then I fall apart. I need you now tonight and I need you more than ever.

2010-05-31T00:04:00.002+08:00

After months of Bea telling me to watch The Vampire Diaries,
I finally actually started to watch it.
So anyway.
THE SHOW IS AMAZING!!!
SERIOUSLY!
I know the main dude is like Edward Cullen.
His brown ish hair, white skin, strong features etc..
Feeds on animal blood and stuff..
But seriously,
The story line ( although some parts are almost exactly like twilight )
IS WAY BETTER THAN TWILIGHT!
seriously
the action and thriller in this series is so fucking hardcore.

It actually makes me scared and jumpy.
But twilight is like.. oh ok ..

SERIOUSLY! God.. Salvatore brothers are fucking hot man.
Maybe, for stefan, not really.
But DAMON! WOAH. hardcore. he's a sexy motherfucker.. LOLOLOL

SEXY MUCH!?!?!?!?!??? LOLOLOL

Better looking than Edwardy here, agree? LOL

Anyway, The episodes get better with time.
If you think the first episode was good,
It gets better.
LOL.
Anyway, I'm so addicted to the series that I watched it the whole day yestd and today.
I'm on my 21st episode.
Waiting for it to load..
Then one more and im done..

Season 2 will come out in september.. :D
Sigh..

CIAOOOO <3

Something in your eyes is making such a fool of me.

2010-05-24T14:50:00.002+08:00

Exams are over.
Has been over for like a week now.
Best piece of news I've gotten is that
I scored the highest for english in my class!! :D
But then I did really badly for all the other subjects..
So I'm probably gonna be one of the last in class again..
LOL

Alrighty then..
Today is such a hot day..
-__-

I'm FINALLY going to see Tara's new house today..
:D
CIAOOO

I will always see your face in the shadows of this haunting place.

2010-05-09T21:27:00.004+08:00

Robert Downey Jr. ♥

This is him in specs..

And this is Danny Gokey in specs.. LOL

So anyway. Geog exam is tomorrow.
DIE! O.O
LOL ..

PAULY D !!
from Jersey Shore.. LOL

Awesome i know.

Anyways. This post is totally pointless.
I've nothing to blog about..
Everydays the same thing.
If there is an exam,
I go to school, take the eexam, hang around abit
Go home, try to study, fail to study,
Sleep.

And If I dont have an exam,
Then I'm playin sims or attemping to study again.
and failing to study.
Then I sleep.
LOL

Anyway.
I can't wait for Danny Gokeys new music video to come out..
Cuz its my favourite song from his new album..
LOL.. which is "I will not say goodbye" :D

CIAOO!

You get me smiling even when it hurts.

2010-05-02T17:53:00.002+08:00

LEE DEWYZEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
<333333333333333333333333333
LEE DEWYZE FOR THE WINNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"You're still the one
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night" sings Lee Dewyze to me <3
JK...

<3

But only for a little while.

2010-04-26T21:59:00.002+08:00

So anyway,
I'm far from my Prelim 1 goals.
I'm miles away from my goals.
But its okay.
Not everyone does well for Prelims.
but its good to score well just incase.
Right now, I predict that I'm only gonna pass E math and English.

Thats how pathetic I am right now.
And If i actually pass english.
I'm probably gonna score C6 or something.

And people talking about how awesome poly life is for them
Makes me sad because
I dont know if i'm ever gonna get into the course i want.
I am filled with fear.
But not so much la :)
I'll have to see prelim results first.

I'm definitely gonna fail BIOLOGY.
Its like FOR SURE.
My class is lagging behind in syllabus and my bio teacher can still pon lessons and stuff..
WTF!!!!! -___-
we ask for a replacement ..
She say no. -___-
I'm sorry to say this, class, but we're all going to fail bio.
LOL. Kidding. Just study and get a bio tutor ..
or something..
I have no money.. I'll rely on myself.. -___-

Seriously, WHO WANTS TO BE MY BIO TUTOR??
):

It's 9th of April :)

2010-04-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Gerard Way :)

For a chance to be with you, I'd gladly risk it all.

2010-04-09T20:47:00.003+08:00

Time heals all wounds they say
And I should know
Cuz it seems like forever,
But I'm letting you go.

Can anyone get me a baby pug? :(
I love pugs.
LOL..

Anyway,
I dont know whats up with me these few days.
I really dont like to study.

Honestly, I'm aiming for at least 2 As for Prelims
..Which is in 2 weeks...
One A is from Emath Duh..
The other is from A math..
Its gonna be hard.
I wouldnt be surprised if i get like C or something.
- acting humble -
LOL..
And if i can ever manage,
I'd try to score another A.
Which is most likely gonna come from Humans.
But thats not gonna happen because I havent really done a proper geog paper..
But i just hope to score a C for humans for now,
Failing Geog but acing SS. :)
And for Science,
I wouldnt be surprised to fail.
And for English,
I just really want a B.
Thats all :)
So easy right?
NOT! ):

Honestly, I think oral exam is gonna pull down.
): I hate reading aloud.
I dont have a good voice when I read outloud.
I sound really dead.
I know right?
LOL..

NEWAYZZZZ
I really should be practicing math right now.
Sigh..
MIA from today till prelims are over :)

To remind myself of what i wanna get for Prelims.
Heres a little official goal table thing. LOL

English : B4
E Math : A2
A Math : A2
Science : C5
Humans : B3

LOL i know right.
Cross fingers :)

CIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Yallah habibi, we can go away, far away.

2010-03-31T20:47:00.005+08:00

So anyway,
I've been looking at pictures of myself.
Thinking how much puberty destroyed me.
LOL..

Anyway here are pictures of me and my siblings.
Before and After puberty.

Case 1 : TERI
BEFORE:

AFTER:

I think puberty made her look better. LOL.
ok. moving on.

Case 2 : JONI :D
BEFORE :

AFTER:

Yes, now we can see puberty had a slight negative effect on me.
It freaking slowed my metabolism by like 90% or something. LOL.
Also, my skin is scarred by puberty volcanoes. Yup.
So badly, that I had to resort to special lighting to hide em.

Case 3 : RICHIE
BEFORE:

AFTER:

Yeah I know right? puberty did the worse for Richie.
Slowed his metabolism by 200 %
And made him tanner. LOL..

So anyway. in conclusion.
Puberty does bad things for people like Richie, does good and bad ( mostly bad ) things for people like me and does wonders for people like Teri.

LOL :D

Alrighty.
This post is really pointless..
I just wanted a reason to post up the picture of me and the chicken..
LOL

CIAOOOO

2010-03-30T23:10:00.003+08:00

"If I had you,
That would be the only thing that I would ever need.
Yeah, If I had you,
then money fame or fortune never could compete.
If I had you,
life would be a party,
It'd be ecstasy."

Today, I went out again.
I went out to follow elynn & jarel & adriel to collect their o level certs and stuff.
So, I really want As for O levels.
Like duh, who doesn't want As..

I told Adriel ( who is a 12 pointer for Os ) that I'm gonna beat his score.
I know right?
What was i thinking? LOL
BUT WHO DOESNT WANNA HAVE LESS THAN 12 POINTS FOR Os??!!
So anyway there is a 5 % chance I might beat him.
Another 5% chance I might get same score as him.
And about 90% chance i don't beat him.
LOL
So anyway he said that if I beat him
he'd treat me to swensons
and I'm like shocked he said that cuz
he has a reputation of being damn cheapo
LOL jk ...(but it's true)
so yeah i guess he really thinks a can't beat him..
But anyway I said if I didn't beat him
I'll treat him to new york new york...
And that's gonna really motivate me to do well..
Not because of the swensons thing
but because I know if I lose the bet
he will probably pick the most expensive thing on the menu
and I'll have to pay for it..
Joni paying for other peoples meals is like
a no no..
LOL unless I really need something from you la
:)
Ok anyway this was probably a casual bet thing
that will be forgotten by the time I get my results ..

LOL but that wouldnt stop me from trying, now would it?

Ciaooooooo

If we could start over.

2010-03-25T19:44:00.005+08:00

"I never found out why you walked away
And never said good-bye
But now that I see you
I'm torn inside, but I've still got my pride
I understand that some things are better left unsaid
I'm afraid of the truth
But what can I do if I still want you"

Pictures of guys I like. :)
(not in order)

The stout-y looking type:

Lee Dewyze. Yeah. Super sexy dude who sang Lips Of An Angel. :)
Yes I am rooting for him for American Idol ! :D

Danny J. Gokey! :) His album came out recently.
Its not sold in Singapore yet ):

Ah, Leonardo DiCaprio..
I can never get enough of Titanic .. :)

The tall handsome charming looking type:

Ashton Kutcher♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥! :)

LEE MIN HO!!!!!!! YES! AH SO HOT MAN! LOLLLZZZZ ..

The extremely good looking and cute type:

Hong Ki ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

New addition to my collection of guys i like across the world, Jang Geun Suk.
Adorable MUCHHHH?!?!??!?!?!

And lastly, the bad ass looking type :

Mike He!!♥♥

Lastly, GERARD FUCKING WAY!!!!
yeah, bad never looked so good! :D

So anyway, yeah.
Those pics are the answers to Elynns earlier question which was ..
" Joni, what type of guys do you like? "

Yup..
Tmr FROZEN YOGURT AGAIN!!
YES! More chops!!
I'm 4 chops away from getting my free yogurt icecream thang. LOL

Alrighty then ..
CIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

I'm just a little too not over you.

2010-03-23T23:08:00.001+08:00

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth

Ghost of you and me.

2010-03-21T16:31:00.002+08:00

"I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul"

I finally went back to work yesterday!
It was weird.
I'm kinda glad there were people who remembered me.
Cuz I thought people'd quit and everyone was new people.
Selvam said welcome back.
Then there was this new friend i made.
The first thing he said to me was ..
" ten dollars...."
LOL. in reference to the time when I got tipped 10 dollars during christmas.
And another friend I made who said
LONG TIME NO SEE!

How nice it feels to be remembered.
Hah - hah.

So anyway, served a wedding.
I was beverage girl because it was the easiest job.
Anyway, I think that i was very pro at my job k?
Even though I broke like 3 wine glasses when i was going to the kitchen.
I was so shocked O.O
It was infront of the manager some more. LOLzzzzxxx

Anyway. I was so pro, that I made the VIP table drunk.
LOL YES I TAKE CREDIT FOR MAKING THAT TABLE DRUNK!

Anyway, work was fun.
It was kinda sad that all the small busses were filled with SO MANY people.
And my bus ( which was the biggest ) only had like 6 people?
So a new friend, Faryal, sat with me in the bus.
We took pics of the wedding gift we stole.
:)

Sigh,
Now that the fun is over,
I have only 14 hours to complete my holiday homework..
Before school tomorrow.
):
Yes i havent started on my homework.
I'm a hardcore procrastinator
I have to stop ..
Anyway I HAVE TUITION NOW!

))))))))):

Alrighty
CIAO!

If I give up on you, I give up on life.

2010-03-13T20:35:00.006+08:00

I saw a skirt that looked almost exactly like that..
It was like 130 bucks! LOL.
OVERPRICED MUCH! *ROLLS-EYES MUCH*
lol. ok-enough-with-the-much MUCH..
Sigh..it really broke my heart. ))))):

Anyway,
Idk who the hell said a picture speaks a thousand words.
I have new pics ..
So, plus the pic on top, today's post will have at least 5000 words. :)

CIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <3

2010-03-03T15:13:00.001+08:00

I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted,
And my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...

2010-02-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

Ten Favorite Places To Be:

10. Restaurants
9. Work! :)
8. Airconditioned malls
7. Playgrounds? LOL
6. Home
5. Parks
4. In a swimming pool
3. On my bed
2. The movies
1. The beach

Nine ‘Weird’ Things About You:

9. I laugh when I think of something funny
8. I like alone time
7. I dont like people touching me..( in trains etc. )
6. I hate to wait
5. I really hate studying
4. I talk really really loudly when I'm on my hyper streak
3. I love taking (unglam) pictures.
2. I love sleeping
1. I love cold days

Eight New Year Resolutions:

8. Be brutally honest
7. Save money for shopping (etc)
6. Study AT LEAST once a week? LOL
5. Dedicate the month of June to studying hardcore
4. Read more books
3. Be nice to people who deserve my niceness.. LOL ( which is like everyone.. )
2. Be happy
1. Stop bust-ing people.

Seven Things I’m Thinking Of:

7. Should I bathe now?
6. I want to sleep.
5. But someone is fixing the pipe downstairs..
4. So .. if i bathe now, that person will have like soapy water on him..
3. I'm gonna be sleep deprived again..
2. I NEED A FREAKING BATH!!
1. I hope the same person will appear in my dream again! :D

Six Things You’re Wearing Right Now:

6. THE BLACK PARADE shirt
5. Shorts
4. Specs
3. -
2. -
1. I dont really have to type it here .. LOL

Five Things I’m Worried about:

5. O levels.
4. Sleep
3. my bath
2. my money
1. the angel god sent me..

Four Things On My Floor Right Now:

4. A random old matress..
3. Clips
2. Guitar stand
1. Wires

Three Things I Want To Do Today:

3. Bathe
2. Sleep
1. Dream

Two Things I’ll Reveal:

2. I am NOT a pedophile.. LOL I just think small children are really cute..
1. I am 1.65 m tall..or short..however you define it.. :)

One Secret I’ll Share:

1. One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind. LOL!

It's all about you. It has always been all about you.

2010-02-26T21:56:00.005+08:00

Well, I did many things this week.
I got my highly anticipated yogurt icecream thing.
LOL.
Seriously man.
Its fucking good.

And I played basketball for the first time ever.
I totally sucked at it..
So yeah.. haha :D

ANDDDD
I FINALLY watched Dear John.
It wasn't as good as I expected.
But it was good.
I liked it.
But not as much as The Notebook or A Walk To Remember.
( all by the same writer. )
But Channing Tatum and Amanda Seyfried looks like..
Damn good together..

So anyway,
I kinda figured that it is about time to start setting goals for O levels.
Like really realistic goals.

And I'm not really sure how to set my damn goals
Because I'm not really sure how'd I do for O level exams.

So Idk.
Currently,
For Prelim 1,
My goals are really simple.
Like I hope to generally score straight Bs.
Maybe one or two Cs.
But I definitely will study to not fail any of my exams.

I think I'll be lucky to even pass all my exams.
LOL Yes. Thats how different it is right now.

And I'm like a paranoid piece of human right now.
Because I've heard people do well for Ns and do badly for Os.
And I'M FUCKING DEATHLY OMFGLY FUCKINGLY FUCKINGLY
Afraid
Of ending up like that.

))))))))):

BUT I am a hardcore procrastinator.
Soooooooooooooo,
I'll probably... end up not studying...
But then, there is a probability where I become so scared of failing...
THAT I ACTUALLY STUDY!

So anywayzzzzzzzzzzz

CIAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

In all my dreams, here and everywhere, I see only you.

2010-02-19T15:12:00.007+08:00

ENDLESS LOVE <33

I know I never watched GLEE before.
But my brother showed me this clip..
And I so love the guys voice and face :D
He's so damn adorable!

So anyway.
I was damn tired to go to school today.
I WAS LIKE SLEEPY!

Anyway,

I love my dogs and my dogs will be really quiet if they live in a HDB flat now won't they ?
OF COURSE THEY WILL! :D

Sigh.

My mother is trying to bring her cousin from Philipines to come live with my family..
AGAIN!
-______-
no offence but..
I don't want to have that awkward feeling of strangers living in my house..
AND I KNOW IF I SAY THAT..
MY MOTHER WILL BE LIKE..
WHAT STRANGER!?!?!? SHE'S YOUR AUNTY EH!
and i'll be like..
So?????

GIVING HER THE TITLE 'MY AUNTY' DOESNT MAKE HER ANYTHING LESS THAN A STRANGER TO ME.
Its just a label. I've not spoken to her in like 10 years?!
So just because you label her ' MY AUNTY ',
means we can like talk like how i would talk to people I've known for like forever la!
WTF?!
NO LOGIC!

O.O

Someone please take me away! )):

SO ANYWAY!
Swimming later at night at Elynns condo! :D
It has been a long time since I went swimming.
After that,
I'M HAVING GRILL AGAIN FOR DINNER!!
AWESOME RIGHT!! :)
LOL..
not really..

KK CIAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Don't we all want gay guy best friends?

2010-02-18T16:31:00.006+08:00

The way you always made me look at you
With all the simple things you said
The way so many things surrounded you
And all the tears it seemed to make
And I see things now in these memories
Just to see you...again

18th Feb '10 @ Burger King,

I was carrying three trays
All stacked one on top of the other.
The top tray filled with the rubbish stuff from Jessica Stacy's and my meals.
I was going to throw the rubbish away..

Stacy helped me to hold up the lid of the rubbish bin thing.
So I thought.. maybe ( most likely ) If i shoved the thing back and forth a bit..
Everything would fall off the tray..

So I decided to put my plan to action...
LOL.......

It I shoved the three trays into the bin..

Without shoving back..

cuz you know you're suppose to shove FORTH and back,
So ...
I shoved forth and accidentaly let everything go...

So three empty trays lay at the bottom of the bin...

and me and stacy was like..
O.O

And I gasped really loudly.
Everyone looked at us.
And I turned around and started laughing..
LOLL... -.-

Cheryl Jessica and Stacy was like ..
Laughing like crazy but quietly..
LOL

And Stacy saved the day by taking the trays from the bin.
It was empty btw.
filled with only our stuff so it was kinda clean :D

Sigh..
Now dinner with family at somewhere..
-_-

CIAOOOOO :D

2010-02-14T11:10:00.000+08:00

Facebook asked me what was on my mind.
I would've said you
If I wasn't so afraid.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

I wish that I could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears.

2010-02-13T12:33:00.011+08:00

11 Febuary 2010.

At 2.30 PM..

Teri : Cottonon sale still on...
Joni : So?
Teri : Wanna go?
Joni : No money.
Teri : Ask Daddy.
Joni : Ok. You call me after school. I'll meet you at Tampines.

At that time, I just came home from school and Teri was doing her homework.
She was still in PJs. -_-
So anyway. after that I went to play my laptop until she called me.
So after that, I went to tampines.

Whats so special bout this?
Well, when I got to Tampines to meet White-y,
SHE WAS WEARING THE EXACT SAME THING AS ME ! -___-
(almost)
Like seriously!
White/black checkered shirt + Denim ish shorts..
LOL.. except she wore like a brown tank top inside and im like..
-_-
GOD!! Later people think we BFFS or something -__-
LOL.. PICS!!

WHITE-Y :)

Eating a cheesecake at BAKERZIN!!!
damn nice :D

SO ANYWAY.

12 Febuary 2010.

@ School.
During the CNY concert.
My class got to sit at the second floor of the hall.
( only seniors get to sit there! )
YES.. WE WERE FEELING SUPER SENIOR.
The modern dancers gave us sweets ..
Which we threw down to the lower and middle sec people.
They caught it.
It was fun :D
And also, the CO performed.
THE DRUMMER WAS LIKE O.O
WOAH MAN. She had like a solo part.
and it was damn hardcore.
O.O FUCK MAN. I was so blownaway.
I was just sitting there watching like
HOW THE HELL DOES SHE DRUM SO FAST..
FOR LIKE ONE MINUTE STRAIGHT
And she had to follow a rythmn.
SHE DID IT SO PERFECTLY!
WOW! O.O

Anyway,

After School,
Went out.
We were supposed to go bowling.
But instead, Me, XY, Elynnz, Adriel, Jarel, and their friend 'Chinese'..
Went shopping at Orchard/Fareast.
While walking back from Fareast.
I BUMPED INTO KIMLEI! (long time never call her that)
Btw, sorry I shouted your name infront of like billions of people..
I was just really excited.
LOL <3>

Anyway, MORE PICTURES!!

LOGAN LERMAN! :D
handsome handsome :)

Ok. I'll categorize the photos.

AWKWARD SMILES.

TWO PEOPLE PHOTOS.

THREE PEOPLE PHOTOS.

PICS WITH UNGLAM PEOPLE. (not very funny)

SOLO PICS.

One photo category missing?
Yup.

Finally,
The most anticipated.

ADRIEL'S SEXAYE MODELING PHOTOS..HAHAHA!

Not many but, while there is, we should embrace them. LOL
:D

CIAOOOOO

2010-02-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

Todays post will be long but simple.
What is currently in my head?

The song stuck in my head :

The lyrics of a random song stuck in my head :

Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know
You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you should realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head
I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along everyday
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you've got the chance to say
If we both were born
In another place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours
And here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this
I love you
I honestly love you

And another song that has been in my head the whole week :

2010-02-06T14:43:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
Its finally the weekend!
Like i said a while ago,
I've co-written a short story.
Finally I've posted it up.
WARNING: Don't read it if you're like 5.

Click : http://just-thinkhappythoughts.tumblr.com/

Enjoy!

Cuz if fallin' for you is crazy, then I'm going outta my mind.

2010-02-05T22:45:00.003+08:00

We all knew this day would come..
LOL..
I kinda thought that I would be ranting today..
But..
I also kinda knew that if I ranted,
People would read & laugh..
because they say my rants are funny.
LOL. ok.
So heres me, TRYING to be funny ranting about what happened during the last 5 minutes of school and what happened after that.

Ms Tan was saying some stuff about rebuttal and all ..

Joni : * kan chiong *

5 seconds later...

Joni : * Pack school bag*
Ms Tan : JONI?! Wheres your notes???!!!
Joni : -sigh- .. -Roll eyes- ( Act cool ) .. * take notes out *

5 seconds later....

Joni : *scribble something on the foolscape paper..* ........*Kan chiong...again * .....* Check the clock *...*Repack school bag *

Finally after like 10 minutes of being held back..
Ms tan dismisses us.. and says..
" JONI AND AISAH.. I WANT TO SEE YOUR NOTES.. "

=.=''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

Wtf. did she not see me write my notes?

So i wanted to run up to her to show her my notes so that I can go home ASAP.
But Aisah beat me to it..
and I asked if she could view my notes first.
Then she said WAIT
and I'm like.. wtf?

And then when she viewed my notes she was like.. thats all ?
and im like .. yeah..Can I go now? I'm in a rush......
And shes like.. No!!!!!!!! sit down and copy every thing..
And I'm like.. wtf.. ?!?!!

And shes like.. wtf?!
She just stood infront of me and watched me copy everything..
And I started crying..
Because I was so frustrated and angry..

Like wtf?!
LIKE WHY THE FUCKING HELL MUST SHE ALWAYS SINGLE ME OUT..
Then her reason is always the fucking same..
" CUZ YOUR FACE IS ALWAYS SO BLUR! "
and i'm like.
so? If i know how to do my work. Then thats all that matters.
RATHER THAN I HAVE A CLEAR FACE AND DONT KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL RIGHT!
WTF!
(joke) LOL..

So she pick on all the blur faces in class la..
She still can ask me why my attitude towards english like shit.
Ok she never really said shit la..
but ..
I told her crap reasons la..
Like im ok in english so I focusing on other subjects..

Seriously..
at this point of time,
she was talking to me like i was a small kid..
because i was crying.. LOL..
Like.. how a nursery school teacher would speak to a nursery school student when her parents havent come to pick her up or something.. LOL..

BUT ACTUALLY THE REAL REASON IS THAT..
I used to love english like hell
Like I would look forward to english lessons..
WHEN MR PRITCHARD WAS TEACHING! ..
Seriously..
Now, I study english?
Last time it was all like instinctive ( for me )
And now ... you're telling me i have to study my first language?
Its okay if you're telling me the format..
Like
Intro
Point 1 .
point 2.
Rebuttal paragraph.
Closing.

Or something?

But now, you're telling me what to write from word to word?
L-O-L
I use to love english because I could freely express myself.
And Mr P. would give me comments like..
Interesting.. or unusual but relevant...
But now its like..
so damn restricted..
And I don't think its because of the standard of English.
Its more like how Ms Tan wants it her way.

So anyway..
Mstan kept asking where was I rushing off to.
I said Home.
Then she was like for what?
and I'm like...
-_-
then she was like..
No reason?
then im like..got..
then she was like.. parents too strict?
then im like .. no ?
then she was like..
cuz if they are. i'll call them and tell them i held you back..
and in my head i was like ...
I WANNA GO SHOPPINGG ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But obv i couldnt say it out loud if not she wouldnt release me.. LOL
She kept saying I could do really well if i paid attention..
And I'm like.. I didn't pay attention for AMaths for like almost 2 years?
And I didn't pay attention to SS for like the whole of sec 3 and I didn't even know anything about Governance until the begining of September last year?
And Look how I did! ( good or bad, you decide.)
Honestly I know its wrong to not pay attention.
But how do you expect me to want to pay attention to you?
When I know every damn second you're like watching over me like one kind..
And would call my name out every damn lesson.
I know you're trying to not let my name slip out of your mouth.
But ..
ITS KINDA A GIVE AWAY WHEN EVERYTIME BEFORE YOU SAY A RANDOM NAME..
YOU'D BE LIKE...JOOOOO....UHHHHHH SIYING!! (ect ..LOL copywrites to the owner of that name .. :D )
Or you'd say Joy's name or something before any other name..

And I had so many teachers like this..
who would single me out..
ESPECIALLY FORM TEACHERS..
because they think they know me better
just because they are the Form Teacher..
So they pick on me.
And when my mother calls them..
They say the same standard line.
I've heard so many damn times before..

" Oh, I pick on Joni because I think she has so much potential but she's so lazy .. "

And I'm like.. Oh please..
-__-

I remember MRS NG.. k .. Wtf..
My sec 2 maths teacher.
Pick on me like shit..
Then when I finally decide to ask her questions..
She tell me wait.. then she'll dismiss the class without answering me..
WTF?! then my mother called her and she gave that same standard line..

lol.. kk so now i know..
I GOT ALOT OF POTENTIAL BUT IM JUST SO LAZY..
only for your subject...
BECAUSE YOU STARTED TO SINGLE ME OUT FIRST.
I fucking hate it.

And then Ms Tan can still ask me to promise her I'll be more attentive in class..
-____________________-
So I'm like ...
I can't promise you that..
Because I know for sure you'll pick on me.
EVERYDAMN DAY.
BECAUSE IF THERES NO ENGLISH..
THERES HOMEROOM

HONESTLY I THINK I LIKE MDM AZNAH MORE NOW.
Because now since mdm Aznah is Co-form.
She's not really close.
But still,
Because she's gonna be absent for a few lessons.
I can tell that she's really sorry after we asked for a replacement for her.
She became nicer and more participative in class activities.

Sigh..
I heard everything before..
So now i can draw my own mindmap...

Joni --> high potential --> lazy --> Teachers pick on Joni for being lazy ---> Joni get angry ---> Joni cry in class ---> Tells mother ---> mother calls teacher ---> teacher gives same shit reason---> mother tells teacher thats not how to treat a joni ---> teacher completely ignores joni but still gives her handouts ---> Joni scores distinctions ---> Teacher and Joni becomes friends again when they are not close.

LOL .. yeah basically thats what happens..
(except the joni scores distiction part.. LOL )

But this time, I'm so sick of it.
And I'm just gonna do what I should do..

When the test assignment on monday comes out,
I write one damn power essay.
She can't say I am not paying attention and all those BULL SHITTTTTTTTT..

And even if i score like shit.
I can always take the easy way out and memorize damn good phrases and big words to write in a story..
SHE TOLD ME I CANT WRITE STORIES FOR O LEVELS BECAUSE ITS HARD.
And i'm like.
Wth?
I CAN DO WHATEVER THE HELL I WANNA DO!
It only matters if I wanna do it or not.
(she should ask MDM bei :D )

Also, I think MDM bei is nicer to me this year.
Maybe she sees im putting in effort for A maths.
Im really trying to try for A maths.
A maths has a capital A in it.
So I must uphold its name and get an A for it :D
LOL. lame.
She's like encouraging me now..
And I'm like greatful because of all the shit I go through in my used-to-be-favourite-subject-in-school.

Okay so anyway..
I've been getting tests back..
I AM HAPPY TO SAY...
that I scored

20/25 for AMATH.
14/15 for PHYSICS.
8/12 for SS.
and...uhm...
2/14 for Geog. LOL.

Geog was kinda really badly done.. so yeah..
LOL. Well..
I can say i'm doing alright for now.

and because of what Ms Tan does to me every day,
I joined this group in facebook..
" Don't pick me, Don't pick me...Awww crap .. "
LOL.. -_-..

LIKE SERIOUSLY.
I feel that ALL THE TIME during english now a days.

sigh.
ok ..
time to put my plan into action :)

♥

I found you here, now please just stay for awhile. I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?

2010-02-04T20:59:00.003+08:00

Camp is finally over..
And it was alright.
First day was spent like learning to put make up.
I became the guinea pig for my group.
Ended up looking like a geisha ghost thing. LOL..
Like seriously..
I'm so freaking chubby..
That no one could find my cheekbones..
and they ended up putting blusher on my entire cheek ..
LOL... -______-

okay so anyway....

The forest adventure thing was fun!
Like seriously..
Spent like 2 hours in the trees..
Climbing from place to place..
Sometimes it was really scary...
Cuz they only had like a bridge with no railings to hold..
And we'd have to cross holding only the wire of the harnet thing.
O.O

The third day was just boring -_- LOL
anyway..
until now..
Joni's arms are still aching..

And also,
A few weeks back I continued a TRASHY story writen by Fatima & Stacy..

I think I wrote not THAT bad..
Well.. LOL ..
My english was bad..
But the story wasn't.
So I asked Fatima if she could edit it a little..
And I guess she did :D

And I'll post it somewhere..
In my tumblr..
When I get the edited version..
UNTIL THEN.....
SUSPENSE!
or not..
who cares..
haha :D

GOING SHOPPING TOMORROWWWW!!!

CIAOO FOR NOW.

I'm torn to do what I have to, to make you mine. Please stay with me tonight.

2010-02-02T19:51:00.002+08:00

Maybe it was just coincidence or maybe the Gods are really trying to tell me something.

2010-01-23T21:17:00.009+08:00

Yesterday night,
Went to Elynns house to swim at night!
It was so relaxing.
The water was SO COLD!!
So nice :)

So anyway,
Today..
I decided I should dress a theme..
I picked the 'Ahlian' theme since I really had no other clothes to wear..
I put together a few simple pieces of clothing.
and TADAH!

Joni was an ahlian for a day! :D

Anyway..
I went out with Xiang Ying :D
It was really fun..
But Far East was really boring.
We ended up eating at KFC..
I KNOW.. CHICKEN!!
Joni can't eat chicken):
But sometimes its okay to bend the rules :)
LOL..

We went to 313Somerset..
We were so lost on the way there..
LOL -______-
We literally stood in the midddle of the street pointing out which mall is where..

So anyway,
On the way to 313,
There was this group of people taking pictures..
So me and XiangYing went to kaypoh..
And we saw this DAMNNN HOT GUY!
K la.. not hot.. BUT..
SERIOUSLY! HANDSOME!!

Then XiangYing pulled me away and whispered

Woah..That guy super handsome!

And I'm like ..

YEAHHHHH!!!!!!!

So anyway.
We totally didnt wanna leave..
We went away..
Like 50 meters away..
THEN I SAW THAT GUY WALKING TOWARDS US..
And he was like..

"excuse me misssssssssssssssssssss........"

And we were like

" yeah sexii boii?"
LOL .. KIDDING HAHA
we were like.. Yeah?

then he started explaining about the thing they were promoting..
It was some Odyssey singapore thing thats gonna happen in August..

So anyway..
We were suppose to write a shoutout on this white board..
And take a picture with it..
Soooo..
Anyway, I wrote " ahlianz rulez "
Except I forgot to put the 'e'
So it came out as 'ahlianz rulz' -_______--
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AND I ONLY REALIZED IT WHEN I WAS GOING THROUGH THE PICTURES WHEN I WAS GOING HOME.. -__-
LOL

So anyway..
We were taking group pictures..
I WAS STANDING NEXT TO THE HANDSOME GUY!!
Then they took a first picture..
Casual and everything.

Then they took a second picture..
And the person taking the photo noticed that someone was left out and went like..
" EH JOIN LA.. " then the person joined in the photo..
then the person taking the photo was like..
" SQUEEEEZEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! "
LMAO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. :)
I should say it again..
I WAS STANDING NEXT TO THE HANDSOME GUY!!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!

I know..
my face look like i copy and paste one..
LOL.. i look kinda weird -_- but its ok.. LOL
Ok so anyway..
After that,
Me and XiangYing went to F21..
We walked around..
Didn't like anything..
Except these jacket/cardigan thingy..
DAMN NICE!
But damn ex! LOL!

Well anyway,
We took pictures in the toilet..
Typical schoolgirl thing :)

AH LIAN COREEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL...

So anyway,
We were walking back to the MRT...
We bumped into the same group of people again..
AND 'THE HERO' RELEASED HER INNER POWER AGAIN!
My 2nd (sp?) time witnessing her powers!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
And after busted-ing the lady girl,
Me XiangYing and the hot dude took another photo together!
HAHAHAHA HERO = PRO AH!!
:D

The picture turned out kinda bad for me..
LOL.. FUCKING BAD ANGLE!
But anyway its okay..
Here's the picture..

SOOO..
CIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

You're everywhere.

What does this gotta do with anything else?

2010-01-21T18:22:00.004+08:00

"I heard he sang a lullaby.
I heard he sang it from his heart.
When I found out, thought I would die.
Because that lullaby was mine.
I heard he sealed it with a kiss.
He gently kissed her cherry lips.
I found that so hard to believe.
Because his kiss belonged to me."

Don't ask me.
I know i look silly in that photo.
It was taken 3 years ago.
When I was younger and carefree.
When I didn't give no shit about no one.

Now that I'm 16 years and four months old,
I'm taking gonna take on Os..
And I'm gonna score really well..
Idk what I mean by 'well'..

I saw a paper the other day..
I wrote on it beginning of last year
My targets for Ns..
And I realized that I did manage to do better than my targets..
And I didn't really push myself hard for it.

I am NOT proud of my N level results..
Honestly..
I feel I should ve gotten 18.. or something..
N level markers are too lenient..

Now that I'm preparing for Os..
Theres a huge difference in standards that I'm not aware of..
And teachers won't bridge the gap for us anymore..

Sigh..

Ms Tan should really stop picking on me ):

Soon, It won't be just pretend.

2010-01-20T19:18:00.003+08:00

"And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you.
And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you.
But I'll miss you when you're gone, that is what I do.
And it's going to carry on, that is what I do.
Hold onto my hands, I feel I'm sinking,

sinking without you.
And to my mind, everything's stinking,

stinking without you."

Anyway, this week, I'm like sleeping at 11 ++ pm every night!
And its not something I like..
Its like.. everynight.. my parents will force me to eat dunner outside..
then they'll bring their friends over..
And they'll talk to damn loudly and I can't sleep..
Wtf?
LOL -_-

So poor Joni doesn't get at least 8 hours of sleep every night..
):

So in school for the past few days.
I'm like really sleepy..
And I really like listening to Joy sing ' Soon '
By Thumbelina.. she seriously sounds like thumbelina..
LOL .. a princessy voice :D .. I like :)

And Idk why,
These few days ..
Ms Tan (my english teacher) is like..
Picking on me or something..
I KNOW IM HER FAVOURITE STUDENT IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD..
BUT..
I dont need her special treatment.. LOL Kidding :D
Like when I'm stoning..
She'll be like..
JONI?!?! ARE YOU DAYDREAMING?? REPEAT WHAT I SAID..
And I'm like.. repeating everything she said..

And she's like.. oh ok..
And im like.. ok ..
-____________-
And she keeps on asking me to do stuff..
-_- IM LIKE IN MY OWN LITTLE QUIET CORNER ..
and shes like.. JONI .. SPEAK INFRONT OF THE CLASS..
or JONI EXPLAIN TO ME BLABLABLA..
JONI DID YOU REREAD YOUR NOTES?
JONI THIS AND JONI THAT..

Honestly, I know she is trying to stop me from daydreaming and stuff..
because I know she wants me to do well..
but A STONERS GOTTA STONE WHEN A STONERS GOTTA STONE, MANNNN!!
LOL -____-

):

I really hope she gives me an assignment soon..
So I can do it, score well and show her that I am fully aware of what she's teaching in class..
Sigh..

LOL..
So anyway..
Today,
After a few days of rough school days..
My heavily pregnant geography teacher marked my work and went like..
" Good, Joni! "
And then she smiled.
LOL ok.. i know.. not that fantastic..
But a little positive comment goes a long way.
Its like a little ray of light now in front of me :D

And I'm obediently doing my geography homework right now.
So that Ms wendy won't be angry.
And if she gets angry, she might give birth halfway during class..
But she shouldn't worry cuz she'll be with like 40 Biology students who will take care of her :D

LOL...

Okay.. I actually typed that while my eyes were half closing..
LOL HAHA -__-

Anyway.. I put up a youtube video in the music section in my blog..
Its When You're Gone by The Cranberries..
Heard it on playing at NYNY yesterday night while having a happy birthday dinner with my family and two other people..
:)

Ok ciaozzzzzzzzzzzzz!

아직도 너를 원해.

2010-01-13T16:37:00.003+08:00

I Hope - FT Island
YEAH! THE BEST KOREAN BAND EVER!!!

:D

So anyway,
I am still freaking scared of O levels..
I REALLY DONT WANNA SCORE BADLY..
I really want to score the same grades as my N Levels..
Or better :D hahaha

Sigh..
LOL.. i know..
Rather than wasting my time blogging on how scared I am..
I should just start studying..
-___-
LOL
but I cant...
WHY??
because i havent even learn anything yet in school..
LOL..
-___-

So anyway.
I figured.
Out of poorness, and undeserving-ness (???) ..
I'm gonna reward myself for doing a good job for N levels..
HAHAHA..
What to do?!?!!?
Parents dont wanna buy me stuff ):
So anyway...
Chinese new year is in a months time..
I'm gonna use my ang bao money to but myself an I TOUCH!
YEAH I KNOW !!
I heard that it costs like 200 ++ only now!?!??!?!
WTF RIGHT!?
LOL.. YEAHHHH!!
hopefully i get 200 bucks or more la -__--
LOL..
HAHAAH SUCK ON THAT !!
kidding..
Nothing is worse than buying yourself a reward that your parents dont wanna get you..
LOL..

Okay..

Today, in class,
We covered like chapter 3 of geography in like 30 minutes??
LOL.. and when ms wendy was like..
Ok..thats all for chapter 3..
i was like ...WTF?!!?!?!?!? THATS ALL?!?!

SO IM SOOOOO GONNA STUDY NATURAL VEGETATION FOR OS.. HAHA
No wonder they never teach this for N levels..
Its so easy..
So they probably just wanna teach us the harder one to make us study and waste time only..
LOL -___-

okay so anyway!
ITOUCH! HERE I COME! HAHA :D

Ciaooooooooooooo :3

You're the one that I need, I'm the one that you loathe.

2010-01-12T19:03:00.004+08:00

Soooo,
Yesterday,
O level results were released..

I passed malay B..
So i dropped it. LOL
And I scored B3 for Emath and I'm gonna retake it..
-_-

Anyway,
an O level B3 grade means A1 for N levels..
So right now,
I scored 8 points for N Levels.
I'm not bragging..
But i think i did well for a person who is like..
Always 35++ position out of 40 in class.. LOL..

RIGHT?!

Anyway..
I deserve to be rewarded..
..
But IDK why..
my parents think i dont deserve to be rewarded ..
-______-
I mean like.. they wanna buy me shoes as a reward..
I mean.. they wanted to..
But i didnt want shoes..
wtf?

If they want to reward me ..
at least get me something i want right?!
WTF!?!?! -__-
LOL..

Anyway,
Just to make myself happy..
Right now,
I really want a bicycle.
ITS LIKE OWNING YOUR OWN CAR!
LOL..
Like i told my parents that..
and they said no
because it will distract me from my studies..
WWTF????
I DONT THINK SO..
if I need to buy books from east point..
i dont have to waste freaking one hour on travelling time right..
like that also one hour of studying time also gone ..

If i had a bicycle..
I'd go to eastpoint.. and be back in like...
15 minutes!?!?!?!?
OR LESS!
45 minutes of study time or more! :D

Like how much can a bicycle cost !?!?!
Only like .. less than two hundred ?!?!?!
wtf.
):

Also,
I want an Itouch!!!!
LOL.. after looking at Fatima playing with her itouch every damn time during mother tongue..
So tempting..
And I heard its like $300!??!?!
WTF?!?!?!
And I cant even buy it with my own money ..
Like wtf..
I work hard for my money TO SPEND..
Not to save?!?! save for what???!?!??!
Education!?
NO.
My parents are suppose to pay for my education until I finish university :D LOL..
or something.. at least until poly la..
wtf?
why cant i spend my own money?! )):
I work so hard sommore.. LOL.. kidding..

I realized that this post is like... freaking singlish..
LOL .. -__-

okay so anyway..
I ALSO WANT THIS PHONE.
Its like the cutest phone I've ever seen..
O.O

YEAHHHH SONY ERICSON'S JALOU!!
And its so small!!
So cute :D
hahaha
It can like..
fit in my hand :D

Sigh..

And now.. the Iphone commercial is on TV.. ):

So many things I want..
But I can't afford it..
And even if i say I deserve it...
The people who are suppose to reward me are not here to read this shit i'm typing..
They'll never know what I want..
):

2010-01-11T19:30:00.001+08:00

"Love is much like a wild rose,
Beautiful and calm,
But willing to draw blood in its defense."

-Mark Overby

All my dreams are in your eyes.

2010-01-10T20:56:00.002+08:00

First week of school is finally over.
The first day of school was hella boring.
We stayed in class the whole day.
The only fun part was like playing games.
But after the games, they had to brief us on rules and regulations and stuff like that.
It was so boring that I fell asleep..
LOL.. -___- Yeah. THAT boring..
Usually I dont sleep on tables because its like so freaking uncomfy..
LOL ..

Tuesday all the way till Friday.
We started studying.
And Bio is getting harder.
Physics is still okay.
We hhaven't really started on Geography.
Amaths is still okay..
English is still okay..
SS is still the same -__-
LOL

So yeah..
On friday,
I went to NgeeAnn poly's open house with my class.
It was kinda really fun..
At the media school, there was this game..
Like dont forget the lyrics.
And it was like in the open space.
So anyway.
I happened to become a participant in the little game..
LOL..-______-
So anyway i picked the genre ' pop '
and they asked me to pick a card and turn it over.
And so i did..
And then.. it said " tokyo drift. "
and im like..WTFH?!?!?!?!
LOL ..
So anyway..i really didnt know the lyrics.
You could only hear me say " drift drift drift "
LOL.. and when the japanese part came up i was like..
" yo..I'm singing gibberish yo.." LOL hahahaha it was fun..
anyway.. I lost after that first round -____-
LOL.. they gave me a prize though..
Ezlink card holder..

Right now, ngee ann poly is my first choice of poly..
Second is TP... :D
And I really can't wait to get this year done and over with.

And tomorrows results..
I have a feeling I'll be retaking Emaths..
I really dont want to..
Beecausee im maths rep again.
And Maths rep always takes the maths teacher's shit..
._.

Peace out home dogzzzzzzzz

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go.

2010-01-03T18:20:00.004+08:00

I watched high school music 3 for the first time just now..
and that was like my favourite scene :D
The spanish part is weird.. like wth? LOL
I wish i had a troy bolton!

okay so anyway..
School starts tomorrow..
Its gonna feel weird.. c:
Its gonna be the last year of sec school for me.
FINALLY.
Ive been waiting like forever for this..
I still dont know what i wannan be when i grow up.
I'm kinda torn between science department type courses and media type courses..
I still dont know..

I hope tomorrow will be a good day.
:D

CIAOOOOOOOOOOO :D

2009-12-30T23:08:00.002+08:00

I know you
I walked with you once upon a dream.
I know you
The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam
Yes, I know it's true
that visions are seldom all they seem
But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once
the way you did once upon a dream..

♥

Abalone.

2009-12-29T19:12:00.003+08:00

Hello world!

So anyway..
I have to bring up something..
On my last day of work..
We had a chinese wedding dinner thing.
So anyway..
Everytime before the event,
there will be like a mini meeting in the kitchen..
And then the manager will start questioning us about the food courses..
So idk why..
Damn suay..
Adrian the manager.. picked me to answer his question..

A : WHAT IS THE FOURTH COURSE!?!?
J : Uhm....Abalone (Abba-Lon-Knee)..
Everyone present : *LOOKS AT JONI WITH A WEIRD FACE...*
J : What? ...
A : IF YOU GUYS DONT KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE THE FOOD..ITS OKAY .. YOU LEARN NOW..

So i went around asking..
AGAIN..
how do you pronounce ABALONE.
Cuz im sure its not.. ABBA-LON..
Anyway..
I found out that..
I AM TOTALLY CORRECT..
I mean how i pronounce abalone..
Like seriously..

Wtf.. Stupid manager said to everyone..
If you dont know how to pronounce a word.. you learn now...
WTF?!?!

Here this guy says ABBA LONE NEY..
Just like me:D

http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/abalone

Here it also says ABBA LONE NEY..

SO I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG!!!
HAH!
Laugh at yourself ADRIAN!
LOLxxxx :D

Its 715pm.. and joni is getting hungry.. :(

CIAO.

You're everything.

2009-12-29T00:37:00.002+08:00

So anyway..

About Christmas..

Went to work at like..430 am ?!

Who goes to work that early?!!?

LOL.

Yeah.the cab came and pick us up..

So anyway..

Me and Elynn worked at like two events..

The breakfast one..

which didnt start until like.. 8 am?!

I literally stood at my station for like 2 hours doing nothing..

And I know this may sound mean.. but..

one guy fell into the water..

and i couldnt help but to laugh..

LOL. HAHAHA ..

Like seriously..

Idk why?!

but he walked straight into the water fountain and slipped and fell inside there..

LOL.. it was one of the part timers..

it was damn funny ..

and the worst part of it all was that..

I WAS LIKE TWO METERS AWAY WHEN IT ALL HAPPENED..

LOL..

I was trying damn fucking hard not to laugh okay..

Like seriously..

DAMNNN funny..

Then we had another event which was like lunch event..

There was like SOOOOOOOO many caucasians..

Like..they were like drinking champange..

Like hardcore..

So anyway..

This event was funny..

Because we only had like two people in each group..

And the person in my group was kinda fun..

And then at the end of the event...

SOMEBODY TIPPED ME!!!

and I dont even know why.. LOL

AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO!!

TEN BUCKS FOR FREE!!

He came from behind me and put his hand infront of my face and went like..

Thanks for taking care of me..

in a damn cheekopek way..

LOL LMAO..

Then, instinctly, I shook his hand and said welcome..

THEN I FELT MONEYYYY$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

TEN BUCKS!

I went to ritz carlton with a wallet with no money..

And left with like...

TEN BUCKS!

K no big deal.. but.. :D

So anyway,

After working for 12 hours..

I went home..

And bathed and slept throughout the rest of the day..

All the way until 2pm the next day..

LOL..

Went to work..

AGAIN..

MY LAST DAY OF WORK!..

So I met Celine....

and we went to work..

It was kinda damn slack..

At first..

We had loads of fun..

Like.. sneaking around and stuff..

LOL..

And we played this paper game..

And when we were eating ..

She was like..

Why you eat so slow?

And im like..

I thought you knew i ate slow..

Then she was like..

I thought you eat slow because you talk alot...

LOLLLLXZZZZXXXXXXSSSSSSSSSSSSS....

-______-

So anyway..

Last day of work was fun..

School starts in a week..

One more year and i'm done! ..

with secondary school..

LOL.. then i'll go work again...

GOODNIGHT WORLD!

I can't sleep till you're next to me..

2009-12-24T16:28:00.004+08:00

530th post!

So anyway.. I've been watching this jap drama..
Its damn nice! Like seriously..
And the guy is kinda cute in a way..
But its kinda weird the woman looks like damn mature.
-_-
LOL.
Its about the woman leaving her life and everything to be with her student..
Which is that guy..
And the guys mother is like accusing the woman of being a pervert or something.
LOL.. -_-

okay so anyway..
ITS CHRISTMAS EVE!!
Idk what i'll be doing...
Gathering with family friends and relatives later..
And Yes, there will be drinking.
LOL ..

Anyway,
First thing on christmas day.
Will be opening presents,
Taking a bath,
Eating somore ...
then going to work..
AT 4 AM IN THE MORNING! LOL
yeah awesome right?!?!!?!?!
WHAT A GREAT WAY TO SPEND CHRISTMAS
..AT WORK!!
:D
Elynns 'staying over' because theres no point in her going home then meeting me again.. -__-
So excited for tonight..
I need all the sleep i can get right now..

And I WELCOME SIYING INTO THE 16 CLUB!
Dear Siying,
I hope you had a great birthday.
I wish you a merry christmas..
And a happy new year..
And when school re open..
You'll see my face..
and Life will just keep getting better..
LOL.. kidding! :D

:D CHAO!

I would have kept you, forever, but we had to sever.

2009-12-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

A few random songs that I've been listening to these days..

Attack by 30 Seconds To Mars.
Old song :D

My All - Mariah Carey
Old song :D

So anyway,
Just came home from my cousins birthday party.
LOL.
They had tons of food.
And they gave me red wine. LOL
It was bitter as hell.

So anyway..
Another post regarding N level results.
i'm still damn happy bout my results.
but I think the highest N level score in singapore came from my class..
SHE SCORED STRAIGHT A1S..
and because she takes o level maths..
they replace her N level math with grade '6'..
WTF RIGHT?!
POOR EVA! JUSTICE IS NOT SERVED!!
FUCK THE SCHOOL..
Dont they want singapores top scorer to be from SAC?~!?!?!?!? LOL
WTF!?!?!

Anyway..
I realized I haven't said anything about my physics..
so TO MS SALEHA..EVEN THOUGH YOU'LL NEVER READ THIS.
Thank you for your encouragement and patience..
You are the most patient teacher..
I've never really seen you angry.
And You're always so nice.
And I'm 100% sure I scored A for science
because I scored well for Physics..
And I scored well for physics because
you taught me :D

So anyway..
Christmas is coming..
someones birthday is in 3 days..
LOL :D

ADIOS!

♥

2009-12-19T04:34:00.000+08:00

It's the tearing sound of love-notes
Drowning out these gray stained windows
I'll photocopy all the things that we could be
If you took the time to notice me
But you can't now, I don't blame you
And it's not your fault that no one ever does
We could be in the park and dancing by a tree
Kicking over blades we see
Or a dark beach with a black view
As pin-pricks in the velvet break our fall
But you don't work here anymore
Its just a vacant 3 by 4
And they might fill your place
A temporary stand-in for your face
It happens all the time
And I can't help but think I'll die alone
Sometimes I think I'll die alone,
live and breathe and die alone
Sometimes I think I'll die alone,
sometimes I think I'll die alone
Sometimes I think I'll die alone,
I'd think I'd love to die alone..

2009-12-19T03:48:00.005+08:00

Anyway.
Nlevel results came in today.
Before I start talking about it.
I just wanna say..

Work was tiring today..
BUT IT WAS FUN.
The leader scolded me today all because of a stupid missunderstanding.
The conversation was like..

Joni: Did we serve table 25?
Groupmate1: You served table 25?
Joni: Yeah.. is it the wrong table?

Then co-insidentially..
The group leader happened to walk past..

Leader: WHAT!?!?!?!!? *head blows off* YOU SERVED THE WRONG TABLE?!?!!!!?

*CHAOS*

Leader: GET IT BACK!! GET IT BACK!!..*shows a fuck face at the innocent clueless Joni*

So I went to get the food back from the table..
-__-
And went back to the station..

Joni: So now we serving which table?
Leader&Groupmate1: 25..
Joni's head: WHAT THE FUCKING HELL.. UWEHGFVOERUOHBVRNJFHBVJEKVH JDFIKVHJDVIKFJGHJ..............
Joni: But I just took the food back from that table! -_-
Leader:Nevermind...*shows another fuck face* now we short of food...

And then he continues scolding me infront of other people
-_- like wtf?!
IM SO INNOCENT.. WTF?!
LOL...

So anyway.. Other than that, work was okay..
And its official that my last day of work will be next week's Saturday.
Yeah..

So anyway..
Regarding N Level results..

I'd write a long 'Thank You' message to all my classmates..
But theres not enough time right now.
I'll write it next next year when we get our O Level results k ?
Or next year after our os.
BUT RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA SAY TO SIYING, JANICE,QIUFANG,LEEANNE,ELYNN,JINHO,LUKE.
Thanks for everything.
HAHA:D

So anyway,
This message is for..
All the teachers who looked down on me.
YEAH THIS MESSAGE IS FOR YOU.
LOL.
Mdm Aznah..MDM BEI.. LOL
ESPECIALLY MDM BEI AH.. LOL..
And all the other teachers who thought that I wouldn't get good grades.
LOL YEAH IN YOUR FACE MDM FUCKING BEI.

I QUOTE FROM MDM BEI
" Faustine, Don't talk to Joni. She will drag you down."
HAH FUCK YOU MDM BEI..
I SCORED TWO FOR A MATHS.
HAH HAH HAH SUCK ON THAT FUCK FACE.
HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHA
WHOS LAUGHING NOW!?
ME.
AND WHO WAS LAUGHING FROM THE START!?
ME..
WHY?
BECAUSE YOUR NIPNIPS ALWAYS SHOW IN CLASS..
See you next year :D

And Mdm Aznah.
I QUOTE ..
" Joni, I'm very worried about you, you know?"
YEAH.. I KNOW..
THATS WHY YOU TELLING ME, DAWG.
YEAH YOU WORRY.. BECAUSE IMMA STEAL YOUR A'S.
AND YOU GONNA BUY ME CHOCOLATE.
IMMA MAKE YOU BANKRUPT WITH ALL THE CHOCOLATE YOU OWE ME..
I SCORED TWO FOR SCIENCE..
SO SUCK ON THAT!
LOLLLLSSSSSSSXXXXXx....
Please don't be my teacher next year because you're gonna demoralize me again by saying
" IM WORRIED FOR YOU BUT IM NOT DOING ANYTHING TO HELP YOU CUZ YOU SUCK. "

And to MS TAN EE EE
I QUOTE:
" Joni, why are you so lazy?"
And also,
"If you score an A for English for N Levels, I will buy you a new colouring book ok? Meanwhile, I'm confiscating this one."
LOL i know im lazy.
BUT I PRODUCE RESULTS THAT ARE GOOD ENOUGH TO MAKE ME HAPPY :D
AND I GET THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY IN RETURN. :D
Thanks for everything Ms Tan EEEEEE :D
idk how many Es are there but.. LOL
YOU OWE ME A NEW COLOURING BOOK..
BECAUSE I SCORED 2 FOR ENGLISH!!!
LOL.. And next time,
For Os,
Its gonna be colouring pencils.
HAHA kidding..
I hope that ms tan will be my english teacher again.. :D

To Ms Wendy and whoever my SS teacher is..
Thanks like..so much..
Because my only Grade 1 came from Humans :D

And idk for maths ah..
Mr Poh's space in my blog is not until next year.
LOL..
-_-

Anyway.
The biggest thank you is to me being high on Ginko the whole time..
LOL kidding!

BIGGEST THANK YOU TO GOD.
I'm not holy.
BUT GOD HELPED ME.
WHEN I PRAYED.
He answered by giving me peace in my own head.
LOL It sounds weird when I say.
But It is a happy thing.
He blessed me with everything I asked for.
LIKE EVERYTHING.
From good results to the groups i want to be in at work.
He gave me chances.
And all I did was go all in with what I think is right.
And everything came out right.

THANK YOU LORD!
I'm not a good person.
But still,
:D

Honestly, I'm down like the economy.

2009-12-14T18:38:00.003+08:00

DAVEDAYS DID A COVER OF DOWN BY JAY SEAN! LOL
I love the guitar sounds..

So anyway.
Results are coming soon.
this friday.
I have work this friday -_-
LOL..
AND its probably gonna be my last day.
):
Im gonna miss working.
Seeing different peoples faces everyday.
Seeing some welcoming faces.
Acting like i'm an innocent noob.
LOL.
Miss having free flows of coke and water and milo. LOL
Weird combo but ..
yeah ):
Also, I will miss dancing in the silver room.
Pretending the trolleys are my stage.
Alone. With my two biggest fans.
Elynn and Celine (new friend) :D
And watching weddings.
And dreaming about how my wedding is gonna be like.
And I'm gonna miss running around.
And trying to sneak food.
And getting excited about sneaking food.
LOL.
And singing along to the music they blast out loud because no one can hear me.
-_-

But I dont think im gonna miss work if i fail Ns. LOL
If i fail then its back to working for me.
If not then I'll go back to school.
And get the last year done and over with.
And come back and work again. :D

My horoscope for today.

The Bottom Line

Where are your gloves? No wonder your hands are cold. Think ahead next time.
In Detail

You might gaze with envy at some of your more freewheeling friends right now. You may even wonder how they find the time or wrangle the freedom to do what they do. After pondering, you may decide they do it by just plain slacking off on duties. You might even decide to follow the example. If only it were that easy! Industrious, trustworthy types like you aren't big on dropping the ball. Following through means a lot to you. That's lucky for your colleagues and family members, but not so much fun for you right now.

Why is it always so accurate..
Anyway. Another song thats stuck in my head.
By davedays.

Better than taylor swift :D

CIAO.

THE WORLD'S GOING CRAZY.

2009-12-09T14:13:00.003+08:00

I WAS AT WORK WHEN....
Tabitha got out of Singapore Idol..
YEAH DAMMMMNN, SIYING!!!
I WAS ROOTING FOR TABITHA TO WIN!
wtf?! LOL
Now its only sezairi ( who cant really pronounce english words when he sings..) VS silvya or something.. ( who is a girl )

So Right now,
I still want Tabitha to win.. -_-

So anyway..
IM ANGRY BECAUSE RITZ CARLTON WANTS AN MC FROM ME FOR SKIPPING WORK LAST SUNDAY...
IF NOT I CAN'T WORK ANYMORE ):

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Im gonna have a sad face all day today ..
):

I want your love. I don't want to be friends.

2009-11-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

Started work at Ritz Cartlon last saturday.
Never knew waitressing could be so fun.
Free food, clothes and new friends..
:D

They wanna change for my gangster from a G to a Gent..

2009-11-15T13:52:00.004+08:00

Jay Sean's Down..
I love the video..
And i love their gay dancing..
LOL

So anyways..
I've been watching From Gs to Gents.
Its like the best show I've watched this month..
LOL..
Seriously..
Gangsters making a change to be gentlemen..
Damn funny..
Its also quite touching and some of them are good looking..
LOL ..
What more could you ever ask for!?
Like a bad boy wearing tuxedos treating you like super nicely..
LOL..
yeah..

And..
I FINALLY BOUGHT MY SIMS 3!!!!

Thats my favourite sim.. LOL..
His name is A-Felon..
HE'S SO G MAN..
And His parents ( who recently died )
are. Joni and Blue..
LOL...
and He married a girl named Starla..
And currently they have 5 children..
They are still active. LOL..
Okay
Goodbye world :]

Baby, are you down ?

2009-10-28T21:37:00.003+08:00

YESSSSSSSSS!!
So exams are basically over for me..
Malay is the last exam..
But i dont really care..
LOL Like seriously..

O level maths wasnt as hard as i thought it would be..
I kinda know many people will score well..
and they will moderate the marks...
I wont be surprised if i see c6..LOL

After Os today,
Went for a job interview!! LOL
EXCITING..
$4.50 an hour?
Not so worth it right..

So after the interview,
I went with Tara Siying and Ashling to Changi Airport..
Wanted to job hunt..
We ended up eating at Secret Recipe..
Siying left half way..
Me Ashling and Tara was left to divide the rest of the bill.

We took like 30 minutes to pay..
LOL -___-
AND SIYINGS MASH POTATO WAS LIKE SO DAMN CUTE OMG..

And I SPRAINED MY DAMN FOOT..
):
I CANT WALK PROPERLY ANYMORE.....

And I've edited the songs in this blog..
I love the down song ♥

And when I lose myself I think of you.

2009-10-25T18:47:00.003+08:00

I can't wait for O levels to be over.
Immediately after Os, I'm gonna buy my damn sims 3 ..
YEAAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay..
Today..
I didnt study..
I bathed my dog, misty..
And she didn't like it..
She was so scared..
But she smells really nice now.
LOL
..
Bored..
What a boring day..
Tomorrow I'll have emath tuition for no reason..
And the day after,
I'll be having the actual exam..
And the day after after,
I'll have the exams again...
And I'll be free...
YEAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So anyway, Went to eastpoint after dinner.
Me Teri and Richie wanted bubble tea..
Me and my brother wanted our bubble teas without pearls..
So he told me to tell the woman..
No Balls..
LOL.
So when i ordered the bubble tea..
it was like..

Joni : Aunty, one mango milkshake..no balls.. and two honey red tea..one without balls...

HAHAHAHA.....
A lot of people started laughing ..
even the lady who served me couldnt keep a straight face..
LOL..

Okay so funny siolzzxxxx...

Goodnight world :)

50 year old man and his kids VS 16 year olds Joni Elynn Adriel and Jinho

2009-10-23T21:18:00.003+08:00

Today was suppose to be an ordinary day where we would go to elynns house to study.
and then to eastpoint for dinner..and then to the arcade for daytona..

But today was anything but the ordinary. After studying, we played cards again.
And we were kinda loud.
So this kid. called her dad to come and give us hell.
Seriously.
HELL.
He shouted vulgarities on the phone and bumped me until i like nearly flew off my seat for gods sake..
AND HE BLAMED ME FOR BEING FAT WTF. LOL.
Damn busted sia..
I'm fat, He's fat.. he still wanna try to go through the space behind me.
WTF.
Still can blame me..

So then he started scolding us for being noisy.
He called the guard and manager and every damn thing.
And then he went off ..
but came back because I said he pushed me.
WHICH WAS TRUE.
He pushed me.
But I said it was an accident.
But what could I do?
Like seriously.
He wanted to give me his IC to make a police report.
And it was pressurizing.
I just wanted everything to just stop.
He made a big fuss about everything and even the guards knew it.
He recorded us saying stuff like
" It was an accident " and " i will not report you to the police "
If he wanted us to shut up he should have just said so..
Instead of like banging my chair and what else..
Shouting.. and everything..

It was so frustrating to know that I dont dare stand up for myself..
he was a gangster ish person.. like seriously.
even his children were acting like bigshots..

At times like these..
I really feel like covering my ears screaming stuff like
DONT ASK MEEEEEEEEEEEEE DONT ASK ME DONT ASSSSSKKKKKKKKKKKK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
LOL kidding.

Like seriously.
THIS IS BULLY.
I TOTALLY REGRET NOT CALLING THE POLICE..
Dammnnnn..
I hate it when the guilt kills me from inside..
I shouldve stood up for myself instead of making people feel like shit for something they didnt even do.
God forgive me.

Dude, where's my car?

2009-10-16T21:20:00.002+08:00

A Random song I started singing in the car :D
I'm blogging today for an extremely important reason.
LOL This is a serious blog post..
So anyway,

I've always been surrounded by a sea of people. A majority of which knows me but not as well. I've always felt alone. Like I'll forever be the only person who will be able to comfort myself when I'm down and pathetic. I never felt like there will be a person who I'll be able to call a best friend or even a real real friend. Everyone will come and go. Some people will come and go and I'll let them be. But there are only a hand full of people I'll call back if they let go.

So, to someone,
Thinking back, on a larger scale of my life, you've always been there. When i'm up or down, high or low, childish or boring. This may sound cheesy and lame, but you were there at my lowest and highest. I thank you for every damn thing you've done in my life. You made me where I am today. You were the one who motivated me and forced me to study when I was lazy like fuck. If not for you, I'd be somewhere else wasting my life.

And now, as I'm drowing in a sea of people forcing pressure on me, and me making myself guilty for terrible things I've done, you're here again to pull me to the surface for a breath of fresh air. You're the only one who knows when I'm dying inside. But that is not what makes you different from the rest. The fact that you try and sucessfully save me is what makes you real and different.

I won't ever blame you for all the wrong you do to me, unintentionally or intentionally, because you're someone I treasure. And If one day you rip my heart out from within, I'll still come and try to save and protect you from harm with all my strength. I'll never blame you for anything at all.

And when you speak of something that hurts, or when others question you about something that hurts, you don't know but it really hurts me too. Because I know how you love life. How you love people. Its not ordinary and I know because I've experienced that from you. And when you love something so much, its hard to forget. I will never be able to feel the emotions you are having, but I'll know you're hurting. In your darkest hours, just call out my name and I'll come running (or cabbing) to comfort you.

Lastly, you have many good friends while I don't. But I feel I don't need many many good friends as long as I have the ones that matter. You are definately one of those who matter. I'm sure you know that by now. Thank you for protecting my secrets. Thank you for every damn thing. We'll be in the studying together next year, same class, same year, and we'll beat everyone in our way. You're my best friend (and Elynn). I'll watch over you and your heart forever even when I'm not around. This is my promise to you.

XOXO.
Joni.

2009-10-12T01:51:00.002+08:00

YES ITS MA SONG!
LOL..

Its nearly 2 am.
I dont wanna sleep...
but i have to sleep..
-____-

2009-10-09T21:16:00.002+08:00

N LEVELS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!
For me..
So time for relaxing??
NOPE..
O level maths are like in 2 or 3 weeks..
):
Imma gonna study hard for it
So that incase i do badly for Ns..
I'll ensure a 1 or 2 for Emaths.

I am not really holy..but
THANKS TO THE LORD FOR HELPING ME THROUGH MY EXAMS. :D

Lets all cross fingers now and hope i make it to sec 5!

Everything we had is no longer there.

2009-10-07T10:04:00.001+08:00

You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
It was the only place I'd never known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
You saw for yourself, the way it played out.
For you, I am blinded.
I'll be with you wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall...

I don't care what you think as long as its about me.

2009-10-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

Sooooooooooooo Last Saturday was graduation day..
I CURLED MY HAIR!!!
It was kinda nice.. from the back..

I'm second from the right..
With the white watch..
Graduation was alright..
We got a free teddy bear..

So anyway.
after that, I went with my family to the karaoke.
It was funny when me and my brother was camwhoring..
Because we tried jumping shots..
and me being a good photographer and all,
My brothers photos turned out nice..
He being a terrible photographer..
and me having terrible timing,
My photos were terrible extremely unglam..
LOL I might post one up one day.

So anyway ..
I bet all normal academic/technical people will say this..
N LEVELS IS NEXT WEEEK!!!

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

2009-09-24T22:12:00.001+08:00

Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don't want you to adore me
Don't want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I'll do it on my own

2009-09-19T17:15:00.009+08:00

I said that I'd probably not blog.
But I just wanna say...
TERI STARTED HER REAL JOB TODAY!!!
She's promoting prune juice in NTUC.
Its not a crappy job because she gets paid 7 bucks an hour.

And so,
ME, MY DAD AND MY BROTHER WENT TO STALK HER.
Here's a picture of teri working! LOL

This is her, refilling her prune juice cup.
She was angry to see us stalker her there.
So we bought a box of prune juice. LOL

Failed attempt to cover his face in the lift..

TWICE THE UNGLAMNESS..LOL

So anyway.
Here are some songs that are like..
nice..
I belong to you - Muse.
Its like one fucking nice opera-ish song.

Earth Song - MJ

I like the AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH parts.
It makes me feel like spinning in circles for some reason.

I'm probably not going to blog for a few days so heres something nice for everyone :D

2009-09-18T22:38:00.003+08:00

Am I making believe I see in you
a boy too lovely to be really true?
Do I want you because you're wonderful,
or are you wonderful because I want you?
Are you the sweet invention of a lover's dream
Or are you really as beautiful as you seem?
When these pillars get pulled down, It will be you who wears the crown, And I’ll owe everything to you How much pain has cracked your soul? How much love could make you whole? You’re my guiding lightning strike I can’t find the words to say, But they’re overdue, I’ve travelled half the world to say, I belong to you.

2009-09-18T15:22:00.003+08:00

Okay. I'm gonna start todays post with a tribute to Patrick Swayze.

Yeah He's one hot son of a gun.

His acted in famous movies like Ghost and Dirty Dancing.
He's so sexy in Dirty Dancing and so funny in Ghost.
So You may be like.
Ew What the hell?
Joni finds a dead man sexy.
...
Well, he was sexy till the very end.
He just got like..A little more wrinkly-er.
So anyway.
REST IN PEACE SEXY MAN!

So anyway.
JONI IS SICK .. AGAIN!
):

And Joni can't go for her graduation ceremony this year.. ):
Because she forgot to hand up her form. -___-
And I thought I already handed it up.. -____-
Its okay.
Theres always next year.
The MOE is expecting 40% of all NA students in singapore to go to ITE next year.
So my school is being nice..
They are including the NA students for this years graduating incase we don't go up to sec 5.
Sooooo....
I really want an O Level cert.
I'm gonna graduate next year.

And today.
Me and my coform teacher had a funny conversation.

Ms Tan : Joni........clip up your fringe..... O.O (She stares with vicious eyes)
Joni : Okaeeeeeexxxxzzzzzsssssssssss....(Clips fringe to the side with a clip that is long lost to siying because I sort of stole it. LOL)

The clip was sort of like this.
Except like 100X smaller.
Ms Tan : O.o? Clip properly. Dont clip like that.
Joni : Huh? Why?!
Ms Tan : Not Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....Clip it backwards....Like MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..

LOL So after that I told Joy who was sitting behind me..
-___-

So anyway.
During recess,
We went to the toilet.
As usual,
I was like facing the mirror leaning against the wall in between two cubicles.
Then one girl went into one cubicle and another girl went into the other cubicle.
So I was like..I should like get outta this crowded shitting place.
So I was like .. trying stop leaning against the wall....
WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN..
I felt a pulling feeling at the back of my head.
I REALIZED ONE OF MY POOR TAIL STRAND WAS CAUGHT IN THE DOOR.
I had to save either myself or the hair.
Obviously I saved myself..
But the strand of hair was like ... caught in the door..
): I LOST A FREAKING STRAND OF HAIR TO A FREAKING TOILET DOOR..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
If i keep losing tail hair to doors...
I'M GONNA HAVE NO TAIL IN NO TIME O.O
):
I thank Siying for comforting me in my traumatic hair-loss experience.
LOL

Okay Sooooo
Back to trying to study!
Goodnight people.

It'll all get better in time.

2009-09-12T11:35:00.004+08:00

So, Wednesday night,
I was watching Singapore Idol.
They copy American Idol like hardcore.
Singapore Idol now has top 13.
-________-
But I'm SO glad Mae got in!
YES JONI IS ROOTING FOR MAE & TABITHA!
I think they are the only ones who can sing.
But if we compare them to American Idol.
They still don't stand a chance .LOL
Oh well.

So Thursday morning,
Woke up because Leeanne was calling me.
Then when I was about to pick up,
my phone battery went flat.
LOL. So i went to charge it.
And I got ready to go out.
So then I took my meds which is like.
Muscle relaxant, cough mixture and medicine to cute throat flamation.
Did I mention I missed like 3 days of school before N levels?!
YEAH!
LOL. Because I was like sick.
So I was super drowsy and ready to go out.
So then I ate lunch while waiting for Leeanne to call to meet me at the park or something.
So then suddenly.
My brother was like.
Joni why your friends outside.
Then I saw Leeanne and was like.
I must be late..LOL
Then I ran out and was like.
O.O

Four happy people started shouting the happy birthday song at me.
LOL.
And They held a cake with fire.
And made me blew the fire out. LOL
Then Janice and Qiufang came in and Qiufang pat my dog.
And they drank water and walked around my house.
And finally we went out.
It was DAMN hot.

Here, you can see that we are at the bus stop.

And I am fanning myself with a cake plate. LOL

We watched Gforce at Century Square which was kinda funny.
Everyone paid for my ticket.

So like.. THANK YOU TO ALL :D

Me and Siying snuck subway into the cinema.

I left the cinema with vegetables all over my shirt and hair.. LOL

I learnt that the cinema isnt a conducive environment to eat in.

So after the movie, Leeanne went to Uniqlo. LOL

And tried on clothes.

Then we went to topshop.

OMG Topshop had killer heels.

Like seriously. So nice.

And they had like cute heart handbags.

And then before we knew it,

It was going home time.

LOL.

So anyway.

It was a fun day.

And many thanks to all for everything :D

There are fake people in the world and you are one of 'em.

2009-09-09T19:47:00.004+08:00

Seriously. DIE FAKE PEOPLE!
Some people just dont know when to stop coppying other people!
SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO NOT CRAMP OTHER PEOPLE'S STUFF.
JONI IS HAVING A BITCH FIT. LOL.
kidding. :D
MINI HORSE! YEAH ITS MINEE!!!
I got it for my birthday..LOL
kidding -.-

Oh god. I need this picture of a pony to relax.
I need more pictures of nice stuff to calm me down.

Awwwww. LOL.
WOAHKAY.
Lets start off with me turning 16 at the beginning of this week.
Which means that I am one year closer to the end of my life.
Thanks to everyone who wished me.
Like seriously. Especially Joy. LOL
Okay.
Then Tuesday,
was the start of N levels.
People were counting on conflict in NI and SL to come out.
But it didnt. LOL
HEALTHCARE CAME OUT!
And I studied only healthcare and conflict.
So i think i did quite well for SEQ.
I wrote crap for SBQ.

So anyway,
Today,
Was english.
Surprise surprise.
IT WAS EASY!
Like seriously.
The answers for the sumarry was like staring right at my face.
And I was like enjoying.
Writing away. :D
And paper one was fucking easy.
INFORMAL WRITING WTF?!
I was expecting like a report or something.
Ok not that I would score well.
But I know definately it was easy.

NO MORE ENGLISH AND SS FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
):
i really love english.
No more english = No more life for joni.

Singapore Idols on TV.
LOL

AND in November,
Danny Gokey's single is coming out.
YAY!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHO IS FIRST IN LINE!?
You people should know.
Woahkay.

Ken Lims being a bitch.
His comments are out to spite them.
ITS SO OBVIOUS.
LOL.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start

Okay CIAOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2009-08-30T10:12:00.004+08:00

An unglam picture of me and my sister.

If only I could turn back time.
None of this would have happened.
What am I talking about?
Swimming.
I SHOULD HAVE NEVER GONE SWIMMING YESTERDAY O.O
LOOK HOW BLACK I AM NOW...WTF !!
ELYNN!??!?!??! WHAT THE FUCK.. LOL -____-

So I'm gonna eat my mac and cheese.
And I'm gonna stay in the darkness of my house until the sun goes down.
.....